This also manifests it's self in my interests. I'm heavily interested in psychology and social relations, which I think are from the impulsive, funny and outgoing side of my Northern African bloodline, and the interest and knowledge from electronics design with the more stable attributes have been inherited from Caucasians. I am using the 80/20 principle here of course, but that's how I feel it is, and I might be wrong. I was raised by my mother, as my father passed away when I was an infant. But let's get back to the point. My girlfriend is Scandinavian, she was the one in school who did her best. She has parents that have done a good job in raising her. She has good values, and is self reliant, unlike her sister. Now that I've been back from my deployment, she wants my attention more than ever, which I totally understand. The thing is, It's in the army and when I was in deployment when I really started to get self actualized. I know my potentials, and I feel like a sealed bottle of coca cola with those damn Mentos lozenges in it. Eventually the bottle is going to explode, unless some one unscrews the lid, and I know I have to unscrew it by myself before I start my engineering studies in the university. I have supported her financially, but without her financial support before joining the army, I wouldn't had the money to get my driver's licence, which was essential in order to apply for specialized conscript training, which trains the conscripts for deployments in overseas. We grew up together in a sense, but I cant stand the future of an ordinary couple. I now moved away from the apartment we lived in, approximately 10 kilometers away. But we still see each other. I even asked her that would she be ready to abandon marriage, and after a while, she succumbed to the idea. She is also a great imitator, in a conversation, if she sees the point that I'm about to bring up, she tries to adapt to it and say what she thinks I want to hear, even if her opinion contradicted mine in the first place. By this time, we can all agree that she is a keeper. I feel like I have very good knowledge about human nature, I'm not saying this in an arrogant way, but I feel like I see peoples intentions clearly, especially if I have a chance to get to know to them. And now I feel like she wants to keep me due to the value I have and for the sake of her own sanity, as we grew up together in a sense as I said before. Sandman
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